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The Way I Used to Be

By Amber Smith
Narrated by: Rebekkah Ross
Unabridged — 9 hours, 45 minutes
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By Amber Smith
Narrated by: Rebekkah Ross
Unabridged — 9 hours, 45 minutes
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New York Times bestseller! In the tradition of Speak, Amber Smith's extraordinary debut novel “is a heart-twisting, but ultimately hopeful, exploration of how pain can lead to strength” (The Boston Globe).

Eden was always good at being good. Starting high school didn't change who she was. But the night her brother's best friend rapes her, Eden's world capsizes.

What was once simple, is now complex. What Eden once loved-who she once loved-she now hates. What she thought she knew to be true, i...