This is how you were created

"So what prompted me to do what I did? I don't know, and here I feel now that I lost the battle and lost everything. I even lost my dignity and humiliated myself, which was too precious to be humiliated by any human being. And here I feel isolated, as if I am from life in a dark prison. Even my children feel when I see them as not worthy of kissing them. My intelligence betrayed me and I did not appreciate all these consequences. I am miserable and there is no woman on earth more miserable ...