Today or Someday?: “One bottle is too many, and a thousand never enough.”

One bottle was too many. A thousand was never enough.

For years, I told myself I had it handled. That it was just the stress. That I'd stop tomorrow. But tomorrow kept not coming.

This is the unvarnished story of the road from looking like a success to becoming someone I didn't recognize - and the longer road back. It's about how alcohol takes a life apart so slowly you don't notice until almost everything is gone. About a fear of therapy that was, somehow, bigger than the fear of drinking ...