Where's the Blue Pill?

In my last book, I chose the Red Pill over the Blue and found myself at the bottom of the rabbit hole. Knowledge is so enticing! Knowledge is power right?! After kicking the addiction, who could have guessed the doctor would prescribe little blue Xanax pills to ease the anxiety? I knew the blue pill would present itself to me again, it was only a matter of time. Things have a way of revolving and I was in desperate need of some blissful ignorance! How did I know it would come back to me, yo...