anxious(ed)

Poetry was my crutch.
I started writing poetry for fun when I was 12, got diagnosed with anxiety at 13, and then kept writing because I had to from 14 onwards. I didn't know how to talk about it. No one seemed to notice or want to ask about it.
So... I just wrote.
Some years I didn't write; some years I wrote so damn much.


anxious(ed) is a collection of 70 poems/prose I wrote from the ages of 14 to 25. I hope you find at least one that makes you feel something.