Ashamed

'At the lowest moment in my life, I stood at the gates of hell. I saw what it was like. I can never, ever go back there again.'

When Laura Walsh walked into her four-month-old daughter's bedroom, she was confronted with a mother's worst nightmare. Her beautiful baby was dead in her cot. This tragedy marked the beginning of Laura's journey of self-destruction. She became addicted to painkillers and alcohol, her marriage failed and she lost her house and alienated her friends and family.

Lying ...