Encrypting My Heart

My entire life, I knew I was gay. The problem was, I didn't want to admit it to myself. So, I didn't. I dated women. A lot of them. I was even in a long term relationship with one. But I could never get off unless I was thinking about a guy. Well, let's be honest here.

One guy. One. My best friend, Lance.

We've worked together in the Lucinio Mafia for years. We're close. He's out, and he's proud of it. It's something I've always admired and secretly loved about him.

Just when I start to feel ...