Exculpatory Lilies: Poems
2023 Governor General's Literary Award for Poetry Finalist
2023 Griffin Poetry Prize Finalist
A Globe and Mail Top 100 Book
2022 Walcott Prize Shortlist

From the award-winning poet known for her bracing honesty and sharp yet compassionate gaze, here is a new collection of poems that explore life, marriage, addiction, death, and heart-wrenching grief.


If grief is the willingness to be claimed by a story bigger than ourselves, Susan Musgrave writes, “in that / tender wavering, I let grief in.”

"Writing about grief or tragedy is tricky. Hard to meet it at a heart-level without being effusive; hard to meet it at a brain-level without being cold. Hard not to make it about ourselves. Hard to meet it at a visceral level because it can take us out at the knees," wrote author Carrie Mac, responding to the death of Musgrave’s partner, Stephen Reid, in 2018. Following this traumatic loss, in September 2021 their daughter, Sophie, died of an accidental overdose after a twenty-year struggle with addiction.

But to say this is a collection solely about grief would be to miss the whole nature of Musgrave’s voice and sensibility. Wit is one counterpoint; the natural world is another. The poems share a landscape whose creatures, minutely observed, wild and tame—the winged ones most of all—dance attendance on the helplessness of our brief and mystifying human lives. Throughout Exculpatory Lilies, Musgrave’s alertness to even the most desolate places makes her personal sorrows astonishingly potent; and her scrutiny of language, and emotions, makes shot silk out of sackcloth and ashes.
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Exculpatory Lilies: Poems
2023 Governor General's Literary Award for Poetry Finalist
2023 Griffin Poetry Prize Finalist
A Globe and Mail Top 100 Book
2022 Walcott Prize Shortlist

From the award-winning poet known for her bracing honesty and sharp yet compassionate gaze, here is a new collection of poems that explore life, marriage, addiction, death, and heart-wrenching grief.


If grief is the willingness to be claimed by a story bigger than ourselves, Susan Musgrave writes, “in that / tender wavering, I let grief in.”

"Writing about grief or tragedy is tricky. Hard to meet it at a heart-level without being effusive; hard to meet it at a brain-level without being cold. Hard not to make it about ourselves. Hard to meet it at a visceral level because it can take us out at the knees," wrote author Carrie Mac, responding to the death of Musgrave’s partner, Stephen Reid, in 2018. Following this traumatic loss, in September 2021 their daughter, Sophie, died of an accidental overdose after a twenty-year struggle with addiction.

But to say this is a collection solely about grief would be to miss the whole nature of Musgrave’s voice and sensibility. Wit is one counterpoint; the natural world is another. The poems share a landscape whose creatures, minutely observed, wild and tame—the winged ones most of all—dance attendance on the helplessness of our brief and mystifying human lives. Throughout Exculpatory Lilies, Musgrave’s alertness to even the most desolate places makes her personal sorrows astonishingly potent; and her scrutiny of language, and emotions, makes shot silk out of sackcloth and ashes.
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Exculpatory Lilies: Poems

by Susan Musgrave
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2023 Governor General's Literary Award for Poetry Finalist
2023 Griffin Poetry Prize Finalist
A Globe and Mail Top 100 Book
2022 Walcott Prize Shortlist

From the award-winning poet known for her bracing honesty and sharp yet compassionate gaze, here is a new collection of poems that explore life, marriage, addiction, death, and heart-wrenching grief.


If grief is the willingness to be claimed by a story bigger than ourselves, Susan Musgrave writes, “in that / tender wavering, I let grief in.”

"Writing about grief or tragedy is tricky. Hard to meet it at a heart-level without being effusive; hard to meet it at a brain-level without being cold. Hard not to make it about ourselves. Hard to meet it at a visceral level because it can take us out at the knees," wrote author Carrie Mac, responding to the death of Musgrave’s partner, Stephen Reid, in 2018. Following this traumatic loss, in September 2021 their daughter, Sophie, died of an accidental overdose after a twenty-year struggle with addiction.

But to say this is a collection solely about grief would be to miss the whole nature of Musgrave’s voice and sensibility. Wit is one counterpoint; the natural world is another. The poems share a landscape whose creatures, minutely observed, wild and tame—the winged ones most of all—dance attendance on the helplessness of our brief and mystifying human lives. Throughout Exculpatory Lilies, Musgrave’s alertness to even the most desolate places makes her personal sorrows astonishingly potent; and her scrutiny of language, and emotions, makes shot silk out of sackcloth and ashes.

Product Details

ISBN-13: 9780771099007
Publisher: McClelland & Stewart
Publication date: 09/06/2022
Pages: 128
Product dimensions: 5.49(w) x 8.43(h) x 0.38(d)

About the Author

SUSAN MUSGRAVE’s most recent book of poetry, Exculpatory Lilies, was shortlisted for the 2023 Griffin Poetry Prize. She is the author of nineteen books of poetry, numerous works of fiction and non-fiction, and several books for children. She has been the recipient of multiple awards, including the Matt Cohen Award, the BC Book Awards, and Taste Canada Awards. In 2023, she was recognized with the George Woodcock Award for Outstanding Literary Achievement in British Columbia. She lives in Haida Gwaii where she is the proprietor of Copper Beech House.

www.susanmusgrave.com

Table of Contents

Part 1 The Air of Elsewhere

Water 5

A Beak Full of Water 6

Without Water 7

The Colour of Water 8

The Way Water Sleeps 9

First Sight 10

Whatever Gets in the Way 11

The Spinning Ever Want the Still to Spin 12

All I Wanted Was to Lie 13

Staring at the Window in the Conjugal Visits Cottage 15

The Air of Elsewhere 16

Exculpatory Lilies 17

The Weather 19

What We Really Want 20

What It Means to Live 21

A Spirit in Human Form 22

Part 2 The Goodness of this World

The Goodness of This World 25

She Tells Me She Must Make Her Own Way in the World 43

Determination 45

The Soul Is a Tiny Thing 47

Postscript 48

Part 3 Giving the Wound Air

The True Beginning of Loneliness 51

Greed 52

Giving the Wound Air 53

In the Beginning 54

The Loneliness of What Makes You Unique From Others 55

What Is True 56

He Runs Our Lives Like Trains 57

Tact 58

My Mother Visits Her Beloved in Ireland 61

Tending Small Flowers in Spring 64

Idealism 65

To My Critics 67

Put the Kettle on 68

Tears of Things 70

Patience 72

Stone by Stone 74

Wind Through Trees 75

The Lesson 76

Part 4 Still they Call it Marriage

Wild and Alone 81

Still They Call it Marriage 82

I Am the One 83

A Moment of Suffering Allowed to Become Everything 84

Commitment 85

Humility 88

Take Joy 89

The Truth 91

Small Eyes 92

How to Love You 93

What a Blind Child Sees 94

Part 5 What is Living

What We Do 97

Tenderness 98

More Than Seeing 99

This Remembering and This Forgetting 100

Not Enough 101

To Circle the Unsayable 102

All That Is Ordinary 103

Life in the Uncontainable World 104

Spiritual Practice 105

What's Going On 106

Empty Benches in Snow 107

Each Life Is a Language No One Knows 108

On the Verge of a Nervous Breakdown in Cashel, the West of Ireland 109

Rain 110

The Way the Stubborn Land Goes Soft Before the Sea 111

Elegy 112

What Is Living 113

Hunger 114

Acknowledgements 115

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