Table of Contents
Gossypium herbaceum 17
What We Gathered Here to Do 19
Sow
My daddy says I've misremembered 27
Copresence II 28
_'s Rape 29
Ma Dear 30
Lil Cotton Flower births themself out of the forced togetherness of a quiet wound 31
Obscure Origins 2: The Player 32
Obscure Origins 1: The Sculptor 33
Lil Cotton Flower sings / them self a song 34
Seedling
The first time I heard the story 37
After mama sighs 38
Exile in pursuit of the New South 39
Grandma Sarah's maiden name was Moody 40
Wild Wimmin Don't Worry 41
My mother dreams 42
Grandma Sarah ain't finish the seventh grade 43
Earth bound 44
A Question of Attunement 46
Flower
I ain't know when I laid down on the floor crying 51
Endurance 52
The hermit-woman takes a lover 53
Some nights talking to god 54
"Somebody forgot to tell somebody something" 55
Amenorrhea 56
Anovulatory or fugitivity at the meeting place of my thighs 58
The poet stares longingly into a black queer elsewhere and feels themself unravel 60
Madrigal para las vientres negras 62
Notes toward the integration of a traumatic event or the scene of my own subjection 63
Miss Graham tells my younger self a blue joke 66
Mammy-made potion 68
Fruit
Da Peach Squad 71
One of Four Women Walking Down Peachtree Street Licking Herself 74
Lil Cotton Flower Tells a Story 77
Mammy Councils Her Kin 81
Home is a mouth full of spit for your tender heart 84
Harvest
My mama tells a story 91
Second Trimester 92
Grandma Sarah mourns her only son 93
Copresence I 94
Grief-borne power 95
When prompted I remember 96
Overstimulated 97
Dispatch from a writing workshop in 2015 in which I am the only nigga alive 98
All the blk things cry sometimes 100
Copresence IV 102
This ain't quite memorial 103
Rememory 104
Lil Cotton Flower's First Will and Testament 106
Credits 111
Gratitude 113
Chorus 116