In time, with the help of family members, friends, counselors, pastors, and prayer, I found my way out of the depths of my despair. I gradually began to put my life back together again-slowly but surely, one piece at the time. My life is drastically different now from what I imagined it would be when I first married. I've had to accept changes that were forced on me, but I've tried to make the best of those changes and use them in a positive way. I began writing a blog two years after my husband's death as a means of therapy for myself. I never dreamed it would turn into something that would help others as well. After keeping my blog going for two years, I decided to pursue turning it into a book. Life Goes On: Picking Up the Pieces After a Loved One's Suicide is the result of my personal experience and is told straight from the heart with total honesty.