Metamorphosis

Metamorphosis

by Isabella Macleod

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Metamorphosis delves into the rather unusual life of Miranda MacLeod, who has had a touch of the supernatural surrounding her since childhood. Miranda was leading a relatively normal life in an upper middle-class neighborhood as a mother, wife, and nurse. When her marriage begins to disintegrate, she becomes romantically involved with a mysterious American who recently moved from California. This man specialized in Information Technology at a high-end software company. She is drawn to this man like no one else before. Her world is then turned upside down, and she is thrown into total turmoil. She begins to experience terrifying physical transformations throughout her body. These experiences tear her apart physically, psychologically, and emotionally, reaching to the very core of her being. Everything unravels—her marriage, career, love, and self—as she battles to keep her own sanity and hold her family together. She moves through surreal experiences that are right out of the twilight zone. Miranda also begins to explore her own reawakened sexuality during all this chaos, by looking for love in all the wrong places. Her search for a cure also takes her alone halfway around the world. The more Miranda searches for the truth, the further down the rabbit hole she goes.


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ISBN-13: 9781496973276
Publisher: AuthorHouse
Publication date: 03/12/2015
Pages: 246
Product dimensions: 6.00(w) x 9.00(h) x 0.56(d)

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Metamorphosis


By Isabella Macleod

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Copyright © 2015 Isabella Macleod
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ISBN: 978-1-4969-7327-6


CHAPTER 1

"Please, God, make it stop. I beg you, whatever this is, please help me now!" I was on my hands and knees in front of the bathroom sink sobbing hysterically with my eyes closed and my palms outstretched to the Lord, begging for mercy. I was hyperventilating, completely terrified at what was going on with my body, which had become not my own. It all felt so surreal, like I was in some bad sci-fi movie—Invasion of the Body Snatchers or something. I staggered up to the mirror with my eyes wide open. They were blood red from all of the crying I had been doing for the last two hours. My whole body felt like something was trying to eat it. I felt biting everywhere. I looked in the mirror, and I could still see the spherical shapes running across my face and up and down my arms. The sore I'd had on my cheek grew to three times bigger than it had been earlier that week, and now the cheek itself was all swollen, too. I looked down at my hands and legs and saw these black metallic-looking specks, almost like dirt, popping out everywhere. White fibers that looked almost like grey hairs but thinner were coming out of my fingertips.

I am going to lose my mind! What the hell is this crap coming out of my body? I need to go to the emergency department now! I ran down the hallway to my husband, who was standing there talking to my mother-in-law and my sister-in-law Thelma in my huge great room. They all paused and looked at me warily.

I looked at them and started to cry. Thelma was a nurse like I was, so I said to her, "I do not know what the hell is going on here, but look at my face! Can you see the little circle-like things running across my face and arms?"

Thelma paused, looked, and said, "Yes, I do."

"Do you see where my temple is, it looks all indented or something?"

She said, "Yes, I see what you mean. Well, you better go and get it checked out, and this time, stay! Don't worry. We will look after the baby and William for you."

I thanked her and walked over to my mother-in-law, who gave me a big hug and said, "You'll be all right, dear."

With that, Philipe said, "Come on, Miranda; let's go to the hospital."

I had already gone to the hospital earlier in the afternoon, when the biting sensation started, but now, all this stuff was coming out of me and I was scared to death! I had had a horrible day, by anybody's standards. It was grading day for my son. We had just gotten home and I heard, "Mom, come quick into the basement!" When I went down to see what was happening, the furniture was literally floating in the basement. I was horrified and quickly called my husband. He called our friend Donald, who came right over with a sump pump, but it was too late; the main water line to the house from our well had ruptured and it had all backed up into our basement. The water was spouting out like a fountain onto our well-manicured front lawn. My husband arrived home. We had already called the insurance company, and they had sent over a clean-up crew, who were boxing and labeling everything. I was getting a backhoe in to dig up the broken line and fix it.

Earlier that morning, I was on my way to work at 6:00 a.m., as I was a nurse at a day surgery. I felt sick as I was leaving home. The sore on my cheek was way bigger, and I could not cover it up with makeup. I had driven all the way downtown to work when I looked at myself in the mirror and said, "Screw this! I am not working a 10-hour shift today looking like this." I then called in sick. I felt very guilty, as it was late calling in for work. I did not know what I was thinking even contemplating going, as I felt terrible. I then came home to the huge disaster in our basement. As the day progressed, with people coming and going in our home, I started feeling worse and very bity, as well as extremely emotional, and I did not know why. I usually handled stressful situations quite well. That day, I felt like an emotional basket case! I called to my husband midafternoon to come into the house, and I started crying to him about how I was feeling. I wanted him to go to the hospital with me, but he coldly refused. I said, "You don't have to be here; the other guys know what they are doing. I am really not well, and I have been sick for weeks with these sores on my face. There is something very wrong with me!"

He said, "No, Miranda. I need to be here. I will go get Isabella at the sitters. You go to the hospital."

I was in hysterics leaving the house. I cried all the way to the hospital. I walked into the emergency department and sat down. My name was called, and I walked over and chatted with the paramedic. I explained all of my symptoms, which sounded pretty strange. I told him that I had these blue fibers that had come out of my nose. I explained that I had been to dermatology and that they did not know what it was. I told him about having sores that did not heal up on my face, even after rounds of antibiotics for five months. I said that I had tried some naturopathic silver the previous week, which had healed most of the sores up, but then today, the one big sore got worse. I said jokingly because I was feeling embarrassed, that it felt like something, like mosquitoes, were biting me all over.

The paramedic looked at me sympathetically and said, "Look, I know it sounds weird, the biting thing, but my girlfriend had an allergic reaction to something, and she felt the same way. It sounds like you need a dermatologist."

I told him that I had already seen one. "They did not know what was wrong, and that is why I am here. Plus, the biting thing is all new, and it takes months to get in to see a dermatologist."

He said, "Well, you are going to probably have a long wait, as this is not an urgent matter."

I then said, "Well, maybe I will check out a walk-in clinic then and come back tomorrow if I am no better, as I am not up for a six-hour wait today."

He said, "Good idea."

I then got up and left. I drove home, still very upset and feeling no better. When I got home, the baby was there waiting for me, and I was very frustrated with my husband, who did not seem to give a crap about what I was going through. He seemed more concerned about the well.

So, there we were, entering the emergency department again. It was very busy. I had never been there before, as it was a new addition and I would have to be half dead to go to emergency because of the wait. So I registered yet again, and the paramedic said, "Oh, you were here before, I see."

I said, "Yes, I was, but I am feeling worse and here to stay this time."

After registering again, my husband, Philipe, and I hunkered down for a very long wait. As we were sitting there discussing the nightmare of our house that day, I looked down at my hand and noticed this black thing had popped out by my thumb. It almost looked like a spider. It just popped out of nowhere, and I said, "What the hell is popping out of me now! Do you see that on my hand, or am I totally losing it?"

He said, "Oh no, I see it."

I picked it up and looked at it more closely. It was a bunch of fibers, black this time and all intertwined. The way it was shaped, it did resemble a small spider. Philipe just looked at me very strangely and folded his arms. "When the hell are we getting in to see these damn doctors? We have been here for four hours."

I felt sorry for both of us, as we both had had a very stressful and long day. Finally, our name was called and we saw the physician. After I told him my story, he did not know what to think. He said that he would give me something for the biting sensation—Atarax, a drug that I knew well, as I worked in dermatology for four years. He said that he thought I needed an emergency derm consult because it took almost a year to get in to see a dermatologist. He also gave me a steroidal cream for the itching as well. We did not leave until 2:00 a.m. We were exhausted, and I was still being bitten to death, so I happily went to a 24-hour pharmacy and downed the Atarax, which mercifully knocked me out. When we got home, Philipe's mother, Sharon, was asleep and so were the kids, thank God, as our baby did not sleep well most of the time. I stripped off buck naked and lathered the steroid cream all over my body. As I did, I noticed the black metallic specs coming off of my legs.

So I showed my husband, and he said, "I don't know what is going on with you, Miranda. Just put some towels down on the bed and go to sleep."

I lay down on top of the towels, buck naked with no comforter on, quite thankful that it was almost July, and fell into an exhausted, drug-induced sleep. I woke up the next morning, and when I looked, there were even more black metallic black specs all over the sheets from where my body had lain, head to toe. I was almost hoping that the previous night's events were part of a bad nightmare and when I woke up, none of it would be real. I decided to hop into the shower before the baby woke up. I was still feeling the horrible biting sensation. It felt like something was biting my ass off! I thought that I was going to lose it from the biting and the stress, so I popped another Atarax. When I was in the shower, I started crying. I had my head pressed against my see-through shower with the body jets pounding on my flesh. Philipe came in and said, "Are you all right?" He was looking at me sympathetically.

I said, "No, I am not okay!" I started crying even more.

He said, "Just take another pill and go to bed. I will put the baby at the sitter's, okay?"

I said, "Okay, thank you." I felt guilty about stressing my husband out, even though I was the one who was miserable. That was the way that I had always felt in our marriage, especially lately, and for good reason, as I was sort of seeing another man.

Alejandro was always on my mind lately. I was a little obsessed with him. I could not stop thinking about him. He was tall, six feet five inches, like my husband, with jet-black hair, big hands, and big brown eyes. He had a devastatingly attractive smile, perfect white teeth, and a hint of a Mexican accent. His mother was Mexican, but his father was Caucasian. He was as intelligent as he was handsome. He was employed with at a large computer company as an information technology executive, and God help me, he was an American with the attitude to match. What a combo! Boy, did I know how to pick 'em! He was like my dream guy! I was extremely attracted to him, like no man I had ever met before. I was smitten at first sight.

I remember the night when we met. I had been at my sister-in-law Thelma's, with my other friend Rebecca for dinner. Philipe and I were not getting along well at all then. We had a horrible fight on the way to his sister's. It was a continuation from a few days before. Philipe was having some kind of midlife crisis just then and was very unhappy with his job as a general manager of a big construction company. He had been paid very well the last five years. Philipe had left a very good job with another company and started with a smaller one. He had been promised all kinds of things, like profit sharing and huge bonuses. He had worked very hard and had built this small company into an empire. When he requested the shares that he had been promised, they just kept putting him off. Philipe was acting very strangely lately and had become abusive to me as well. He even accused me of stealing his RRSP money, for no reason whatsoever. He had taken money out and wanted it put into a savings account. I had put it into mine instead of our joint chequing. I wanted to keep the money separated, so as not to confuse paying our bills. Philipe went crazy. He demanded that I take the money out of my savings immediately. I was so appalled that I left it in there just to spite him. He then stole my bank card two days later and put the money into his private savings. The war was on! I waited until he was asleep and took his bank card. I was able to guess his PIN number because I knew that he always liked a specific number. I stole the money back and changed my PIN on my own bank card so he could have no access. He was so enraged when I did this that he came home early from work to scream at me. I was supposed to pick up our daughter at day care at 11:30 a.m., and he was outside dismantling our Lincoln Navigator, so I had no vehicle to drive to pick up our daughter. He told me that he was going to sell it that afternoon. He was acting like a crazed lunatic. I tried to reason with him, but he would not listen. I then proceeded to threaten him with the fact that I was going to go up and down the street and ask our neighbours for a lend of their vehicles in order to pick our daughter up. When I said this to him, it was like something clicked in his brain about the absurdity of his behaviour. He walked back over to the Navigator, put it back together, and promptly left our home.

Our fight on the way to dinner was a continuation of this. Philipe informed me that he wanted a divorce. I was astounded and devastated. What had happened to the man I loved so much? What had he turned into? All through the dinner, I was so upset, and afterward, when I was talking to just the women, I burst into tears. They all said that everybody fought with their spouse. I had said that this was different; he was really acting abusively and doing and saying bizarre things. Little did I know what to expect from the rest of that evening at the time. I am glad that we are not able to foretell our future, as it would be stressful to know the bad things that life has in store for us ...

My thoughts shifted back to the present. I think that I was definitely waterlogged from the shower, but it was helping the itching and biting sensation. I started to feel groggy from the Atarax, so I got out of the shower and lathered myself up. I then put another towel on the bed and, lying there naked, and fell into a deep sleep. When I woke up, it was 6:00 p.m.

I walked down through the house still naked with cream all over my body. What a sight I must have looked. I looked like one of the old dermatology patients we use to lather up naked with steroidal cream and then wrap up in gauze tubing like a mummy. I just never thought that I would be the one looking like that. I grabbed some plastic baggies and of course more wine, to keep my sanity. I was so stressed. I went back to my room, called my mother, and told her everything that was going on with me. She felt terrible for me, but she did not know what to say about the material that was coming out of my body.

I said, "I think that I have this Morgellons thing, Mom, as it is matching my symptoms."

My mother knew what I was talking about, as I had mentioned Morgellons to her a few weeks earlier when I was trying to figure out what was going on with me. I decided that I was going to do a little more research on what it was and the treatments for it. All I knew was that all hell broke loose when I started taking silver. I kept upping the dose, as it was healing my face up. I also had a lot more energy when I was taking it. So I decided that I would drink a whole bottle of the stuff.

"A whole bottle?" my mother said. "You should not have done that."

I said, "No kidding, Mom. I am really sorry that I did now. Trust me!"

"Well, don't take anymore then, for God's sake!" my mother exclaimed.

"Hardly," I said. I decided to let my mom go, as I was in no mood for a lecture that night.

The biting sensation was getting on my last nerve, so I decided to call my sister instead. My sister Lorraine immediately got on the Net with me, and we started researching Morgellons.

She said, "I think what you had is called a herxheimer reaction."

"What is that?" I asked.

"Some of the people use silver as a treatment for Morgellons, and whatever is in your body, it caused a big die-off. This causes all of the parasites or whatever to die, and then all of that stuff comes out of you, fibers and black specks. It sounds just like what you are going through, and it says here on this website that nobody knows what causes it. It is a brand-new illness, and so far, there is no cure either."

"Great," I said. "Well, that just sucks."


(Continues...)

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