Out of the Wilderness: Escaping My Father's Prison and My Journey to Forgiveness

An Incredible Story of Courage & Overcoming, Elishaba Doerksen was the oldest of fifteen children born to ex-hippies Robert and Kurina Hale-also known as Papa Pilgrim and Country Rose. Elishaba grew up in a dilapidated 341-square-foot log cabin in the Sangre de Cristo mountains of New Mexico, isolated from civilization by a fundamentalist father intent on keeping his large family cloistered from a godless world. When she was nineteen, Papa Pilgrim began taking liberties with Elishaba in unimaginable ways and beating her-and her siblings-when he judged them to be "rebellious." The horrific sexual and physical abuse continued after the family moved to a remote valley in the Alaska wilderness. After ten years of terrifying mistreatment, Elishaba gathered her courage to make a run for it on a snowmobile. What happens next is the basis for a powerful, dramatic story about perseverance, faith, and redemption, as well as forgiveness. This is the first time that Elishaba has told her side of a story that garnered national attention with major articles in the Washington Post, NPR, and Outside magazine as well as a significant buzz on social media. She needed time to heal, but now she's ready to tell the world what it was like living with Papa Pilgrim-and how she overcame some of the worst trauma a daughter can experience at the hands of a father.

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Out of the Wilderness: Escaping My Father's Prison and My Journey to Forgiveness

An Incredible Story of Courage & Overcoming, Elishaba Doerksen was the oldest of fifteen children born to ex-hippies Robert and Kurina Hale-also known as Papa Pilgrim and Country Rose. Elishaba grew up in a dilapidated 341-square-foot log cabin in the Sangre de Cristo mountains of New Mexico, isolated from civilization by a fundamentalist father intent on keeping his large family cloistered from a godless world. When she was nineteen, Papa Pilgrim began taking liberties with Elishaba in unimaginable ways and beating her-and her siblings-when he judged them to be "rebellious." The horrific sexual and physical abuse continued after the family moved to a remote valley in the Alaska wilderness. After ten years of terrifying mistreatment, Elishaba gathered her courage to make a run for it on a snowmobile. What happens next is the basis for a powerful, dramatic story about perseverance, faith, and redemption, as well as forgiveness. This is the first time that Elishaba has told her side of a story that garnered national attention with major articles in the Washington Post, NPR, and Outside magazine as well as a significant buzz on social media. She needed time to heal, but now she's ready to tell the world what it was like living with Papa Pilgrim-and how she overcame some of the worst trauma a daughter can experience at the hands of a father.

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Out of the Wilderness: Escaping My Father's Prison and My Journey to Forgiveness

Out of the Wilderness: Escaping My Father's Prison and My Journey to Forgiveness

Out of the Wilderness: Escaping My Father's Prison and My Journey to Forgiveness

Out of the Wilderness: Escaping My Father's Prison and My Journey to Forgiveness

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An Incredible Story of Courage & Overcoming, Elishaba Doerksen was the oldest of fifteen children born to ex-hippies Robert and Kurina Hale-also known as Papa Pilgrim and Country Rose. Elishaba grew up in a dilapidated 341-square-foot log cabin in the Sangre de Cristo mountains of New Mexico, isolated from civilization by a fundamentalist father intent on keeping his large family cloistered from a godless world. When she was nineteen, Papa Pilgrim began taking liberties with Elishaba in unimaginable ways and beating her-and her siblings-when he judged them to be "rebellious." The horrific sexual and physical abuse continued after the family moved to a remote valley in the Alaska wilderness. After ten years of terrifying mistreatment, Elishaba gathered her courage to make a run for it on a snowmobile. What happens next is the basis for a powerful, dramatic story about perseverance, faith, and redemption, as well as forgiveness. This is the first time that Elishaba has told her side of a story that garnered national attention with major articles in the Washington Post, NPR, and Outside magazine as well as a significant buzz on social media. She needed time to heal, but now she's ready to tell the world what it was like living with Papa Pilgrim-and how she overcame some of the worst trauma a daughter can experience at the hands of a father.


Product Details

ISBN-13: 9781950465484
Publisher: Core Media Group Inc.
Publication date: 11/15/2022
Pages: 436
Product dimensions: 6.09(w) x 8.97(h) x 1.02(d)

About the Author

Elishaba Doerksen is the oldest of fifteen children born to ex-hippies Robert and Kurina Hale, otherwise known as Papa Pilgrim and Country Rose. She grew up in a dilapidated 341-square-foot log cabin in the mountains of New Mexico, isolated from civilization by a fundamentalist father intent on keeping his large family isolated from a godless world. When she was nineteen, her father began molesting her in unimaginable ways as well as hitting, beating, and whipping her--and her siblings--when they were judged by him to be "rebellious." The horrific sexual and physical abuse continued after the family moved to an isolated valley in the Alaska wilderness. Ever the dutiful daughter, but confused between what she read in the Bible and the reality of her abusive relationship with her father, it wasn't until Elishaba attempted a daring escape on a snowmobile that she was able to free herself from her ruthless and controlling father. Today, her faith in God and love for Jesus sustains her. She has been married to Matt Doerksen for nearly fifteen years, and together they are raising two children, Esther and Michael. The Doerksens make their home outside of Palmer, Alaska. Her website is elishaba.com.

Table of Contents

Foreword Tom Kizzia 13

A Note to the Reader from Elishaba Doerksen 15

Part I The Escape

1 A Slice of Hillbilly Heaven 19

2 Steeping Arrangements 25

3 Room for Escape 31

4 Getaway Time 37

5 The Intersection 43

6 On the Run 49

Part II The Rise of Bobby Hale

7 Back to the Beginning 57

8 Swept Up by the Sixties 67

9 An Early Arrival 75

10 A Total Change 81

Part III Life in the Sangre de Cristo Mountains

11 Setting Up Camp 89

12 Graven Images 97

13 Off to Church 103

14 Rainbow Cross 109

15 Taking Jesus' Hand 117

16 A Lightning Strike 123

17 On the Road Again 129

18 Cast Out 135

19 Sister Act 141

20 Tending the Flock 149

21 The Eyes of Texas 157

22 A Time for Thanksgiving 167

Part IV Crossing a Line

23 A Bath in the Wilderness 175

24 The Long Evening from Hell 185

25 Aftermath 191

26 Looking for a Sign 199

27 Becoming Nomads 203

Part V The Last Frontier

28 The Call of Alaska 213

29 The 49th State 223

30 Heart of Darkness 231

31 The Wrangell Mountains 241

32 The Move to McCarthy 249

33 Settling In 255

34 More Chunks of My Heart 261

35 Out for Hire 269

36 The Memory Card 277

37 More Upheaval 287

38 Christmas Day 297

39 The Shack 303

40 Life Behind a Mask 309

Part VI The Escape, Part 2

41 Two Sisters 317

42 On to the Buckinghams 325

43 A Turn in the Road 333

44 The Investigation 341

45 Love Is in the Air 349

46 Facing Papa Pilgrim 361

47 Papa Pilgrim's Final Days 377

48 Forgiveness from the Heart 379

Epilogue 387

Photo Gallery 393

Acknowledgments 419

Afterword Dr. Larry Severson 425

About the Authors 429

Ask Elishaba to Speak at Your Community Event or Church Conference 431

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