Riding Rockets: The Outrageous Tales of a Space Shuttle Astronaut

Riding Rockets: The Outrageous Tales of a Space Shuttle Astronaut

by Mike Mullane

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ISBN-13: 9780743276832
Publisher: Scribner
Publication date: 02/06/2007
Edition description: Reprint
Pages: 400
Sales rank: 272,573
Product dimensions: 5.50(w) x 8.43(h) x 1.10(d)

About the Author

Upon his graduation from West Point in 1967, Mike Mullane was commissioned in the USAF. He flew 134 combat missions in Vietnam. Selected in the first group of space shuttle astronauts, he completed three space missions. He lives in Albuquerque, New Mexico, with his wife, Donna, and enjoys the challenge of Colorado's fourteen-thousand-foot peaks — six climbed, forty-seven to go. He is also an acclaimed motivational speaker.

For more information visit www.MikeMullane.com.

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Riding Rockets

The Outrageous Tales of a Space Shuttle Astronaut
By Mike Mullane

Scribner

Copyright © 2006 Mike Mullane
All right reserved.

ISBN: 0743276825

CHAPTER 1

Bowels and Brains

I was naked, lying on my side on a table in the NASA Flight Medicine Clinic bathroom, probing at my rear end with the nozzle of an enema. Welcome to the astronaut selection process, I thought. It was October 25, 1977. I was one of about twenty men and women undergoing the three-day physical examination and personal interview process that were part of astronaut candidate screening. Almost a year earlier NASA had announced they would begin accepting applications for the first group of space shuttle astronauts. Eight thousand had been submitted. NASA had whittled that pile to about two hundred, a cut I had miraculously made. Over successive weeks all two hundred of us would eventually find ourselves on this same gurney probing at our nether regions as we prepared for our bowel exam.

It was rumored NASA would select about thirty from this group to fly the shuttle. The odds were long that I would be among that blessed few. Not that I wasn't qualified. I had all the squares checked. I was a West Pointer who had taken a commission in the air force. I wasn't a pilot. My eyesight had been too bad for that job. But I had nearly 1,500 flying hours in the backseat of RF-4C aircraft, the reconnaissance version of the F-4 Phantom. Like Goose from Top Gun, I was the guy in back. In my ten-year career I was a veteran of 134 combat missions in Vietnam, had completed a master's degree in aeronautical engineering, and was a graduate of the Flight Test Engineer course taught by the USAF Test Pilot School. I was most certainly qualified, but so were a few hundred other applicants. I had been around too many super-achieving military aviators to fool myself. While I might have had a little of the Right Stuff, there were legions of others who had it in abundance, pilots who would make the likes of Alan Shepard and John Glenn look like candy-asses.

Yes, the odds were long, but I was going to give it my best shot. At the moment that best shot was aimed squarely at where the sun didn't shine. I was in the process of preparing for my first proctosigmoidoscopy.

Just before I entered the bathroom I overheard one of the civilian candidates lamenting that he had failed his procto-prep. At the word failed my ears perked up. He had skimped in his bowel-cleansing efforts and would have to repeat his test tomorrow.

FAILED PROCTO-PREP. I could imagine those words in big red letters on the man's physical report. Who would see them? Would they count in the selection process? When a selection committee was picking one person in seven and each was a superman or a wonder woman, you didn't want to have the word failed anywhere, even in reference to something as innocuous as a procto-prep. My paranoia in this regard was fueled by a military aviator's deathly fear of the flight surgeon. When his stethoscope came to your chest or that blood pressure needle was bouncing, it was your career on the line. A little blip and you could leave your wings on the table. Military aviators looked forward to a physical exam about as much as they looked forward to an in-flight engine fire. We didn't want failed on any document concerning anything that came out of a flight surgeon's office. I had known pilots who would secretly visit a civilian off-base doctor for some malady rather than bring it to the attention of a flight surgeon. This had been strictly forbidden, but the only crime was to get caught. I employed the same logic on the flight to Houston for this medical test. In an act of incredible naivete, the docs at NASA had asked us to hand-carry our medical records from our home bases. This was akin to trusting a politician with a ballot box. As the miles passed, I pulled out pages I felt could generate questions I didn't want to answer. In particular I pulled out references to the severe whiplash I had suffered during an ejection from an F-111 fighter-bomber a year earlier. During that incident my helmet-weighted head had snapped around as if it had been on the tip of a cracking bullwhip. My neck had been badly hyperextended. After a week of wearing a neck brace, the Eglin Air Force Base (AFB) doctors returned me to flight, but I wondered how the neck injury would be viewed by NASA's docs. Certainly it couldn't help me. It was the type of questionable injury that could draw a disqualified stamp on my application. In all likelihood there would be 199 other applicants without a history of neck injuries. I wasn't going to take a chance. I liberated the offending pages from my files, planning to reinsert them on the return flight. I had one very slim chance of getting selected as an astronaut. I wasn't going to let a little thing like a felony get in the way. I would alter official government records and, like countless other aviators before, hope I didn't get caught.

Yes, I was going to give this astronaut selection my best shot. I inserted the enema and squeezed the bulb. I was determined when the NASA proctologist looked up my ass, he would see pipes so dazzling he would ask the nurse to get his sunglasses.

Hold for Five Minutes, read the instruction on the dispenser. Screw that, was my thought. That milquetoast civilian who had failed his clean out had probably blown his load at the first contraction. I would hold my enema for fifteen minutes. I would hold it until it migrated into my esophagus. I clamped my sphincter closed, gritted my teeth, and endured bowel contraction after bowel contraction until I thought I would black out. Finally, I blasted the colonic into the toilet. I repeated the process a second time.

Do not repeat more than twice, the label warned. Yeah, right. With the title of astronaut on the line, the warning could have read, Do not repeat more than twice, death may result, and I would still have ignored it. I grabbed a third enema and then a fourth. The waste of my last purge was as clear as gin.

I walked from the proctologist like a first grader carrying a gold star on a homework assignment. He had commented several times he had never seen a colon so well prepared. That I didn't shit for the next two weeks was a price I was willing to pay. (And, no, the civilian who had failed his prep wasn't selected.)

Next up was the interview by a NASA psychiatrist. I wondered about this. I had never spoken to a psych in my life. Was there a pass-fail criterion? I considered myself mentally well balanced. (A strange self-assessment given I had just set a world record for holding an enema in a paranoid quest to secure a job.) But how did a psych measure mental stability? Would he be watching my body language? Would a twitch of my eye, a pulsating neck vein, or a bead of sweat mean something? Something bad? In desperation I searched my memory for what The Right Stuff had revealed about the Mercury 7 astronaut psych evaluations. All I could recall was that they had been given a completely blank piece of paper to "interpret" and that one astronaut had answered, "It's upside down." Was such humor good? I didn't have a clue. I was flying blind.

My first surprise, which added to my fear, was to find out there were to be two psych evaluations by different doctors, each about an hour long. I walked into my first meeting. The doctor rose from behind a desk and introduced himself, shaking hands with a very weak, moist grip. I hadn't been in the room for fifteen seconds and already I was in a panic. Was the grip some type of test? If I echoed it in its limpness, was I indicating I had some latent sexual identity problems? I decided to be firm...not crushing, but firm. I watched his face but it was an enigma. I couldn't read anything. I could have been shaking hands with Yoda. His voice was low; low enough I wondered if this was some sneaky hearing test. He motioned me to a chair. Thank God there was no couch. That novelty would have further rattled me.

He held a clipboard and pencil at the ready. I swallowed hard and waited for what I was certain would be a question like, "How many times a week do you masturbate?" But instead he ordered, "Please count backward from 100 by 7s as fast as you can." I heard the click of a stopwatch and the gathering seconds...tick...tick...tick. My chances of becoming an astronaut were racing away with those seconds!

Only because of my plebe training at West Point, where I had learned to instantly obey any order, was I able to respond with lightning reflexes. If he wanted me to count backward by 7s from 100, then I'd do it. At least I didn't have to answer the masturbation question. I began the litany, 100, 93, 86, 79, 72..., then I got off by a digit or two, tried to restart at my last known correct number, stumbled again, and ended in the 60s in a blurring babble of digits. I finally stopped and said, "I think I'm off track." My comment was answered with the click of the stopwatch. In the silence it sounded like a gunshot. It might as well have been, I thought. I was dead. At least my astronaut chances had been shot dead. I had failed what was obviously a mental agility test.

The psych said nothing. There was only a prolonged quiet in which all I heard was the scratching of pencil on paper. I had the cleanest colon in the world but my brain was constipated. It had FAILED me. I was certain that was the word being written by the psych. FAILED. Surely the other 199 candidates would breeze through this test. They would probably get to those final numbers...23...16...9...2 ...in a few blinks of the eye and then ask the psych if he wanted them to repeat the test doing square roots of the numbers. I was certain the man was thinking, Who let this guy in the door?

With nothing to lose, and in a desperate attempt to end the maddening silence, I quipped, "I'm pretty good at counting backward by ones."

He didn't laugh. "That won't be necessary." His icy tone confirmed it. I had failed.

After the 7s test, the doc once again positioned his pencil and asked, "If you died and could come back as anything, what would that be?"

More panic seized me. Where was this question leading? Into what minefield of the psyche would I now stumble? I was beginning to wish for the masturbation question.

There was no clock running this time, so I gave the question a little thought. Anything? Should I come back as a person? Alan Shepard? That sounded like a safe answer. But then it dawned on me, Shepard, like all test pilots, hated shrinks. Was it Shepard who had dismissively suggested the blank page "was upside down"? I couldn't recall, but I didn't want to take a chance. I'd better stay away from a wish for reincarnation as an astronaut icon who might be infamous among psychs for trivializing their profession.

I asked for clarification. "When you say anything? Do you mean as another person or object or animal?"

He merely shrugged with body language that said, "I'm not giving you any leads." Clearly he wanted me to step on one of those psyche mines by myself.

I toyed with the idea of saying I would like to come back as Wilbur Wright or Robert Goddard or Chuck Yeager or some other aviation/rocketry pioneer. Perhaps this would send a signal that being an astronaut was my destiny. But again, my mind's voice whispered caution. Maybe such a reincarnation wish would identify me as a megalomaniac in search of glory.

Then, in a burst of inspiration I had it. "I would like to come back as...an eagle." It was a brilliant answer. Clearly it conveyed my desire to fly yet didn't give the doctor a door to crawl farther into my synapses. (I later heard one interviewee say he was tempted to answer the question with "I'd like to come back as Cheryl Tiegs's bicycle seat." It would have been interesting to see how the psych would have responded to that.)

My eagle answer was acknowledged by more pencil scratching.

His next question was an obvious attempt to have me judge myself. "Tell me, Mike, if you died right now, what epitaph would your family put on your headstone?"

Boy, was this going to be easy, I thought. After faking some serious deliberation I replied, "I think it would read, 'A loving husband and devoted father.'" I was sure I had scored some points. Could there have been a better answer to convey the message that my family came first, that I had my priorities right? In reality I would have sold my wife and children into slavery for a ride into space. I thought it best not to mention that fact.

"What is it that you feel is your unique strength?"

I wanted to reply, "I can hold an enema for fifteen minutes," but instead said, "I always do my best at whatever I do." For once, I told the truth.

Psych One's interview continued. I was asked whether I was right- or left-handed (right) and what religion I professed (Catholic). He also inquired about my birth order (number two of six). He seemed to write a long time after hearing these answers. I would later learn a disproportionate number of astronauts (and other super-achieving people) are firstborn, left-handed Protestants. Maybe my exclusion from all of those groups was the reason I couldn't count backward by 7s.

Finally, I was excused to Psych Two. I walked slump-shouldered to another door, certain my astronaut dream was stillborn on the report that Yoda was finishing...Candidate Mullane unable to count backward by 7s.

Psych Two was the good cop in the good-cop/bad-cop routine. Dr. Terry McGuire welcomed me with a robust handshake and an expansive smile. I've seen that same smile on the faces of used car dealers. I looked for the diamond ring on McGuire's pinky but it was absent.

Dr. McGuire was outgoing and talkative. He didn't have a pencil and pad in hand. "Come in. Take a load off. Have a seat." Another chair, thank God. Everything about his voice and mannerisms said, "I apologize for that other bozo you had to contend with. He's got the skills of a chiropractor. I'm different. I'm here to help you." Just as it is on the car dealer's lot, I was certain it was all an act. He wasn't after my wallet. He sought my essence. He wanted to know what made me tick, and, like Captain Kirk facing a Klingon battle cruiser, I was ordering, "Shields up!" My astronaut chances might already be headed down in flames but I was going to continue to give it my best shot until the rejection letter arrived.

After some small talk about the weather and how my visit was going (fine, I lied), the good doctor finally began his assault on those shields. He asked just one question. "Mike, why do you want to be an astronaut?"

I had always assumed I would be asked this question somewhere in the selection process, so I was prepared. "I love flying. Flying in space would be the ultimate flight experience." Then, I added some bullshit to make it sound like love of country was a motivator. "I also think I could best serve the United States Air Force and the United States of America as an astronaut."

Boy, did I slam-dunk that question, was my thought. The only way I could have done better was if I'd brought in Dionne Warwick to sing the national anthem in the background.

But I was wrong. My slam dunk was rejected. I couldn't blow off Dr. McGuire with that rehearsed dribble. He looked at me with an all-knowing smirk and replied, "Mike, at the most fundamental level, we're all motivated by things that occurred in our youth. Tell me about your childhood, your family."

God, how I hated essay questions.

Copyright © 2006 by Mike Mullane

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Table of Contents

Contents

Acknowledgments

1. Bowels and Brains

2. Adventure

3. Polio

4. Sputnik

5. Selection

6. The Space Shuttle

7. Arrested Development

8. Welcome

9. Babes and Booze

10. Temples of History

11. The F***ing New Guys

12. Speed

13. Training

14. Adventures in Public Speaking

15. Columbia

16. Pecking Order

17. Prime Crew

18. Donna

19. Abort

20. MECO

21. Orbit

22. Coming to America

23. Astronaut Wings

24. Part-time Astronauts

25. The Golden Age

26. Challenger

27. Castle Intrigue

28. Falling

29. Change

30. Mission Assignment

31. God Falls

32. Swine Flight

33. Classified Work

34. "No reason to die all tensed up"

35. Riding a Meteor

36. Christie and Annette

37. Widows

38. "I have no plans past MECO"

39. Holding at Nine and Hurting

40. Last Orbits

41. The White House

42. Journey's End

Epilogue

Glossary

Index

What People are Saying About This

From the Publisher

"It has been suggested that NASA should send a poet into space to properly describe it, but I'm happy to report that is no longer required. Mike Mullane is a poet-astronaut who in this marvelous book allows those of us who never got there to see, hear, feel, even taste the wonders of the high frontier of space. Riding Rockets is the story of space-age America in all its glory and folly as seen through the eyes of a remarkable writer, who has brilliantly captured the triumphant and tragic years of the space shuttle era. You may think you don't care about space or astronauts, but trust me, make an exception for this memoir. Quite simply, Riding Rockets soars."

— Homer Hickam, author of Rocket Boys

"It is a pleasure to read Mike Mullane's entertaining depiction of the NASA astronaut corps. He tells it like it is, and not the way NASA's painted it for so many years."

— General Chuck Yeager, fighter ace, test pilot, and chairman, General Chuck Yeager Foundation

"I thoroughly enjoyed Riding Rockets. It gave me exactly what I was hoping for: not just the nuts and bolts of training and working as an astronaut, but the joys, frustrations, fears, struggles, and wonder of traveling in space. I highly recommend Mullane's story."

— Dale Brown, New York Times bestselling author of Act of War

"Convincing, scary, ribald, and sometimes screamingly funny, Mike Mullane gets to the heart of the real astronaut culture in Riding Rockets and puts to rest for all time the superficial image of 'Right Stuff' warriors. Mullane paints the astronaut's yearning and wild sense of accomplishment with the same abandon that he portrays the pitfalls of the bureaucratic web in which they work."

— Walter Boyne, author of The Wild Blue and former director of the National Air and Space Museum

"The straight, hot, steaming truth about NASA and flying the wild black yonder from a guy who really did it. Five stars!"

— Stephen Coonts, author of Flight of the Intruder

"Mike Mullane took me back on a revealing journey to NASA. In these pages I discovered the adventures of the shuttle astronauts. Through palace intrigue, trials and tribulations, triumph and tragedy, Mike exposes it all. What a change from the early days! Maybe I was born too soon!"

— James A. Lovell, commander of Apollo 13 and author of Apollo 13: Lost Moon

"If you want a peek behind the NASA kimono, this is it! It may be more than you wanted to know about today's all-American boys laying it all on the line to fly the space shuttle. Mike's story is honest...brutally honest. You haven't read it before, and you are not likely to see it in the future."

— Walter Cunningham, Apollo 7 astronaut and author of The All-American Boys

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Ted More than 1 year ago
I can't imagine that there is a better book out there to describe the early days of the space shuttle program. Col. Mullane tells the story of the "Thirty-Five New Guys" (TFNGs...by the way, they go by another name where the "F" doesn't stand for "five"!) and redefines the term "overachiever." His stories illuminate the selection process; the brown-nosing of management by each astronaut class quickly followed by the disenchantment with management; the thrill, fear, hardship associated with spaceflight and its risks; and the comedy that ensues when you mix a bunch of military jocks with post-docs and women. (Want to do a great zero-G gag? Let a sausage float out of the toilet and watch other astronauts scatter!) The book isn't all speed and jokes. Mike Mullane was very good friends with the crew of STS-51L, the Challenger mission that exploded 73 seconds after launch. He speaks freely of his close friendship with Challenger astronaut Judy Resnick and what her death meant to him. He also pulls no punches in his criticism of NASA management for creating a culture that ultimately lead to Challenger; a culture where dissenting views were dismissed and people were afraid to speak up for fear of losing their seats on future missions. Mullane also talks with great self-awareness about his personal life: how his parents fostered his dream, how his wife nurtured that dream, how he occasionally failed as a husband and father in pursuit of the same dream, and how his work with women in the astronaut corps lead to his own personal growth (he was a product of a Catholic and military education). When I finished the book, I felt as though I knew him as a family member. "Riding Rockets" is honest, funny, poignant, insightful, and thrilling. The worst part of the book is that it has an ending; the only way I would've enjoyed it more is if it were twice as long, for I never wanted his story to end.
Guest More than 1 year ago
Mike not only puts you in the cockpit, but he also brings you into his family and shares the emotional (& physical!) challenges of becoming and being an astronaut. His sense of humor and antics make for some laugh out loud reading. I, too, must herald from Planet AD! Mike weaves just the right amount of technical aspects into what is ultimately a human story of achievement, camaradie, sacrifice, and the inherent risks of the shuttle program. Of additional interest...This is also a story of personal and organization leadership and management without any of the 'self-help' jargon. Mike, thanks for one of the best reads in a long time!
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jv4sfjvJV More than 1 year ago
It’s the life of a Shuttle astronaut, warts and all. And, you’ll pardon the cliché, if you read only one astronaut biography, make it Riding Rockets by Mike Mullane. Mullane, in his own surprisingly clear, articulate prose, takes you backstage during the Space Shuttle era for a first hand tour of the trials and triumphs of being a rocket rider. Mullane flew on three shuttle missions as mission specialist, and from this privileged perspective he shares his memories, and holds nothing back. Do you want to experience a Shuttle launch? Mullane takes you inside. Do you wonder how astronauts go to the bathroom in space? Brace yourself for the intimate details. Do you long to know what it is like to see Earth from orbit? Mullane made a point of really looking and recording it with a poet’s touch. Be prepared to be wowed. As a career astronaut Mullane had an equally privileged perspective on NASA management and his critique is no holds barred. Do you wonder why the Shuttle program ended? Learn how dangerous that remarkable vehicle always was. Share his anguish at the loss of friends in the Challenger disaster. Follow him as multiple scrubs preceded his own missions, and the anxiety it brought to colleagues and families. All is visceral, sometimes off color, but never dry. Share the thrills and chills as Mullane bares his soul about the love/hate relationship that is the astronaut’s infatuation with the riding of rockets. Join this politically incorrect but sensitive man on his journey from planet Arrested Development to successful family man and retired astronaut. I can imagine no better, more insightful book on the subject.
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Jake Casey More than 1 year ago
Great book i love it. It has me rotfloling the whole time i have read it
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Guest More than 1 year ago
I really enjoyed reading this book. I definately recommend this book for 'space-geeks' as I am one myself. Very factual but funny as well. I enjoyed the stories of his personal experiences in life before and while with NASA.
Guest More than 1 year ago
I highly recommend this book. It's not geared for children due to some language and stuff he experiences, but for the adult space enthusiast, it's a superb, hilarious, great book!!
Guest More than 1 year ago
Mullane is a master story teller, whether in person, fact or fiction ('Red Sky'), but he is at his best here. We get NASA warts and all, no sugar coating of people and processes. Best 'Post-Apollo' book out there.
Guest More than 1 year ago
Bravo! A boys dream of space flight becomes reality, a journey that includes many others. These stories are very down to earth, funny, and emotional. Each chapter is filled with wonderful insights about the space shuttle program. The author says it is impossible to describe what it is like to fly in space using words, I am sure glad that he tried anyway. I now feel like I have been there. Thanks Mike! Be ready to feel as you have never before, a must read. A very hard to put down book.