Summer of Love: Nathaniel

I'm a fool. First, because I've been in love with Nathaniel Eaton forever, even though he's an unrepentant playboy and way out of my league. Second, because his grandfather has ordered him to find a wife immediately-and Nathaniel asked me to help him out. I said yes. It was bad enough wanting him from a distance. How can I survive having him close enough to touch...but never truly mine?