The bullet is still in my pocket

"You ask me why I did not return to the village as long as I fired the bullet that was in my pocket?!.. Is this a question?!.. Is this talk?! Today I have thousands of bullets.. They are not in my pocket.. They are in my weapon.. And yet Since the days of Sheikh Aloun, I have become accustomed to taking a bullet from inside my weapon and keeping it whenever I leave it. There is a bullet in my pocket now. Look, this is it. I must return it to him. To my weapon. Sorry. I no longer have time. ...