Wear Your Waders: From Panic to Peace Vol:1

Abused since birth, yearning to be loved and accepted, I find the opposite. My life became one of self sabotage and destruction. I knew God was there and loved me, yet I didn't understand how He could or where He was in all of this. What is love?

I'm torn, knowing I should love myself, yet I hate myself for what happened to me. It was all my fault. Once out of that abusive household where I was raised, I buried my pain in sex, drugs, and alcohol. Abusive people are drawn to me, and the cycle...