i just woke up dead: part 3: hope

Having woke up in hell before experiencing the highs of sex, drugs and alcohol that become seductive in their masochistic ways, the most challenging part of life now is hope. Battling mental illness, addressing addiction in each insidious form, and surrendering to the reality that the violence committed could no longer be blamed on intoxication in order to salvage spirituality and soul. Accountability, gritty recovery that fights mainstream approaches, fighting and crawling back up from roc...