The author tells his experience of his struggle through the American school public system. Since he was six-years-old within preschool and he wants to be accepted and good friends in school like everyone else had. He would always struggle to be rejected by his classmates through the public school of his adolescent years and he always faces the classmates rejected looking at him as his Freak or they would bully him. Other classmate's attitudes would haunt him and hurt him emotionally, growing to have doubt of himself if anyone would like him. It made it harder for his personality, emotions, and mental as a person when his families from both sides of his parents and the families rejected him like he had leprosy. By other's realities personality convinced him, he would always be alone and never get the experience of family support. This burden would be heavy for him to carry as a teenager and almost close to committing suicide because the burden was too heavy emotional and mental carry by himself.
Through the year after his school experience, he would have to deal with the abuse from bullies in school and his parents or family didn't care about his suffering. He's hoping and praying someday he would have true friends who would respect him as a person? Without his parents or his family's support to give him hope and he doubts or doesn't know what is he going to do with his life after he graduated from high school? I would always hope or wish his family and classmates would respect him for his intelligence he has then always treating him as an idiot. Would he find hope and confidence within himself when grows up to become a man?
