Pure Ocd: The Invisible Side of Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder

Pure O: The Invisible Side of Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder follows Chrissie Hodges, a typical eight year old whose life changed drastically with the onset of symptoms from Pure OCD.

Overwhelmed with confusion about her obsessions, Chrissie developed a delusion that God was punishing her with bad thoughts and behaviors because she had done something sinful.

Outwardly, Chrissie was an image of perfection. She was smart, popular, athletic, and devoutly religious. On the inside, she was riddled with fear of offending God, terrified of the tortuous fear of vomiting and sexual obsessions, and consumed with mental rituals she kept hidden from the world. The shame of believing she let God down and the terrifying content of her obsessions kept her from telling anyone what she was experiencing for 12 years.

At age 20, unable to maintain the façade of a normal life under the weight of a deep depression, Chrissie attempted suicide. Barely escaping death, Chrissie found the strength and hope to choose life over death. Her journey surviving a self-inflicted wound, treatment in a psychiatric hospital, and working toward recovery with Pure OCD was almost as difficult as the 12 years combined in the silence of the disorder.

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Pure Ocd: The Invisible Side of Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder

Pure O: The Invisible Side of Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder follows Chrissie Hodges, a typical eight year old whose life changed drastically with the onset of symptoms from Pure OCD.

Overwhelmed with confusion about her obsessions, Chrissie developed a delusion that God was punishing her with bad thoughts and behaviors because she had done something sinful.

Outwardly, Chrissie was an image of perfection. She was smart, popular, athletic, and devoutly religious. On the inside, she was riddled with fear of offending God, terrified of the tortuous fear of vomiting and sexual obsessions, and consumed with mental rituals she kept hidden from the world. The shame of believing she let God down and the terrifying content of her obsessions kept her from telling anyone what she was experiencing for 12 years.

At age 20, unable to maintain the façade of a normal life under the weight of a deep depression, Chrissie attempted suicide. Barely escaping death, Chrissie found the strength and hope to choose life over death. Her journey surviving a self-inflicted wound, treatment in a psychiatric hospital, and working toward recovery with Pure OCD was almost as difficult as the 12 years combined in the silence of the disorder.

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Pure Ocd: The Invisible Side of Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder

Pure Ocd: The Invisible Side of Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder

by Chrissie Hodges
Pure Ocd: The Invisible Side of Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder

Pure Ocd: The Invisible Side of Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder

by Chrissie Hodges

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Pure O: The Invisible Side of Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder follows Chrissie Hodges, a typical eight year old whose life changed drastically with the onset of symptoms from Pure OCD.

Overwhelmed with confusion about her obsessions, Chrissie developed a delusion that God was punishing her with bad thoughts and behaviors because she had done something sinful.

Outwardly, Chrissie was an image of perfection. She was smart, popular, athletic, and devoutly religious. On the inside, she was riddled with fear of offending God, terrified of the tortuous fear of vomiting and sexual obsessions, and consumed with mental rituals she kept hidden from the world. The shame of believing she let God down and the terrifying content of her obsessions kept her from telling anyone what she was experiencing for 12 years.

At age 20, unable to maintain the façade of a normal life under the weight of a deep depression, Chrissie attempted suicide. Barely escaping death, Chrissie found the strength and hope to choose life over death. Her journey surviving a self-inflicted wound, treatment in a psychiatric hospital, and working toward recovery with Pure OCD was almost as difficult as the 12 years combined in the silence of the disorder.


Product Details

ISBN-13: 9781634919913
Publisher: Booklocker.com, Incorporated
Publication date: 01/10/2017
Pages: 246
Product dimensions: 6.00(w) x 9.00(h) x 0.56(d)

Table of Contents

Chapter 1: My Living Hell Chapter 2: The First Obsession Chapter 3: The Rituals Chapter 4: Who is Chrissie? Chapter 5: Baiting Obsessions Chapter 6: The Fear that Stuck Chapter 7: The Unthinkable Chapter 8: Proof or Disproof Chapter 9: If It Is Physical, It Must Be Real? Chapter 10: Trapped By a Monster Chapter 11: College: A Reprieve Chapter 12: The Beginning of the End Chapter 13: Small Cracks in a Hardened Shell Chapter 14: Is It Time to Die? Chapter 15: Is Fear Enough to Stay Alive? Chapter 16: Goodbye Friends Chapter 17: The How and When of Suicide Chapter 18: The Pact with God Chapter 19: In the Still of the Night Chapter 20: Please Don't Shoot! Chapter 21: Why Am I Still Alive? Chapter 22: I'm Mentally Ill Now, so My Opinions Don't Matter Chapter 23: I am NOT One of These Crazy People! Chapter 24: You Don't Know What It Is Like to be ME Chapter 25: 'This is a Normal Brain. This is YOUR Brain' Chapter 26: I Am One of These People Chapter 27: Your Name is WHAT? Chapter 28: I Am Worthy of Love Chapter 29: Institutionalized Chapter 30: Let's Pretend Nothing Happened! Chapter 31: I Don't Need Meds Anymore! Chapter 32: Can I Actually Control This? Chapter 33: You Want Me To Do WHAT? Chapter 34: Taking the Risk and Living with Uncertainty Chapter 35: The Lessons of OCD About the Author

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